The light it dims as my eyes spring open
words come fast yet no understanding from them
the lack of dreams it gets to me
the friends I gain and lose
2 sides yet one whole story, I seem split so far apart
you comfort me when my life seeks coldly
to break me down so hard
the things I learn and things I forget
they have no relevance to me
The things I've done I so regret
no turning back time in reality which seems to bend
the light it dims as I close my eyes
the thoughts they slow to a stop
when I wake up I repeat myself
only to carry on

(its not a rhyming poem..more of a mish mash of feelings put together in words )