While it is true that I enjoy RPGs and RPG creation programs the reason I joined this site was to find answers. Some of you maybe familiar with an individual called Jed also known as Jed. He was my best friend in the world. He meant, and still does mean, more to me than anybody else in existence. I used to have so much fun talking to him online. We understood each other surely like nobody else could. Those conversations were the highlight of my empty life. How could I guess he would vanish with no trace? How could I have prepared for such a thing? For a long time I kept telling myself he was fine... “It'll only be a few weeks... just a couple of months he will be back soon... he is probably just busy or something or other...” It's been seven months – over half a year since he vanished. I fully realise how wrong I was. Then once again I dreamed of him like I always seem to these days. These dreams have always been about me looking for him and trying to find out where had gone to. This time it was a horrible nightmare. I dreamt that I had asked somebody what ever happened to him.. they told me he died in the hospital several months ago. I screamed and I screamed until I finally woke up and then I realised that something had gone terribly terribly wrong. I spent the rest of the day crying... and the next. I feel so helpless. How am I to know if he passed away? I haven't got anyway of finding away. I feel as though I'm suffering from a raw wound – a wound to the heart. There is a gaping void where Jed once was, one in which tears and misery flow, one that will surely swallow me. I feel like I'm going insane man. Over and over my mind says “Please be all right Jed, please come back, please forive me, its my fault... please... please...” I don't want to live in a world without him. It's just not worth it. My life is pitiful and pointless. The one who gave me a reason to live is gone. I've searched all over for answers. I've asked his friends, tried various e-mails and stared at my instant messenger waiting for name to pop up on the online list. Nobody I have asked has been able to tell me anything. Nowhere I've looked has had any answers. If you know anything, any clues about where he might have gone, anything that might help me find him, please... let me know.

Woah, sounds pretty bad man. I know a bit what it feels like, coz someone I was good friends with on the internet disappeared for a while, but I can only imagine what your feelin

Good luck man.

Jed. :(

A uniquely woeful tale :-(

I'm Jed's son, we can be freinds

do you have an australian passport and a great lifestyle 'down under'.

No not yet im only 12

Your story fills me with sadness. I am truely sorry for your loss.

I miss Jed. We need him back! :(

i found jed

there something about this post...

I'm Jed.

Could try heavy drinking.

its the motherfuckin jed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jed u are the best please cp the following to come to the chatworld: irc://irc.phrenzy.org/chatworld

OMG, it's Jed :o

Wait... #chatworld? What happened to the #2knet?

#rpg2knet literally died after you left it wasnt people joking around. sorry http://irc.phrenzy.org/statistics/daily/rpg2knet

forgive my jed. for i have sinned. I NEVER DOUBTED YOUR RETURN.

#rpg2knet is dead. wrapped in plastic.

why dont you tell us about your secret channel... ^_^

So #rpg2knet died because everyone went off to make a their own chatopia?

Bad things happened on the chatland after you left, Jon.

Well if you couldn't see it coming.. /shrugs

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